haizz

my dear assignment

can u be kind to me?

 

...

 

my brain seems like stop working ..

i cant have any ideas .

 

...

 

but fortunately

i have lu guang zhong's songs..

keep me in hyper mood ..

 

god please ..

help me

 

..

 

oh ya

this week got many things happen

lolz

 

a guy said he likes me ..

well .

it seems like im stil hot ya ( coz noone says that to me for a very long time)

but ..

i rejected him ..

yea u r right

not the time

and i have no feelings with you

sorry ..

 

and im keen on rejecting ppl

haha

 

...

 

oh ya

just remain me that .

i met a singaporean auntie when i came here in the airport

she was surprised that im a malaysian

lolz

she said i look like mix

and she thought i have lived in nz for a long time

lolz

happy happy

 

...

 

well .

fishy

i know u wana say i look more like a chinese( i meant the real chinese from china)

 

...

 

haizz

another hard night

 

...

 

god ..

please help me

i dont want to suffer from this for a long time

 

...

 

dead **

good morning everyone !!

 

oh ya

i have two assignments due nxt week

and another term test nxt week too

dammit

but i hope everything gonna be alright

 

...

 

miss u guys and gals ..

 

 

too big

haha

my face is so big

 

how's it?

look better now?

 

my friends always say i look so damn coz my hair is too long

 

and u know what

i like that korean saloon

 

but i think i look so stupid with this hairstyle

isnt it?

 

dad and mum

don worry that i will run out of money

im working now

so i might be alright

 

 

tell u guys ..

pods is so nice ..

i like it ..

 

i like to say " dont kill me " this recently ..

haha

 

...

 

ok ..

this morning was so windy

and i m just wearing a mini skirt ..

damn cold .. freezing when i walked down to uni ..

luckily it's a very shortcut .. so that i dont need to suffer from it for so long ..

 

...

 

and the day looks better now ..

sunshine ~

^^

 

...

 

erm ....

i need to help church ( my group) to pass flyers ..

dont noe whether i can do it or not ..

u know what ..

sometimes it's difficult to help god to do sth ..

it needs courage

imagine u r the only one standing aside, smiling to everyone who pass by and ask them to come to my church ..

erm ....

even more difficult than asking them for donation, what we did in our high school ..

coz at least u all were with me last time

but now im alone

doing that alone ..

 

and what will they think?

a little chinese gal

she's a christian

 

i don noe ..

i shouldnt feel like this

 

god

please be with me when im doing sth for u

im not strong enough

 

...

 

every time when i see aeroplane flying over my head ..

i feel like .. i wanna go home ..

haizz

home is the place where your heart is

that's true

but this is what i had decided

i decided this way ..

leaving home

experience an absolute different life in a strangers' country

this is what many ppl wish to

but im here

im the lucky one isnt it?

i should hold tight my chance

this is my chance ...

 

but ..

friends cant compared with family ..

it's different ...

 

...

 

when i was studying just now ..

i keep thinking of what should i buy when im going back home ..

 

but im still not sure whether im going back or not ..

this is ... so ... sad ...

 

i want to go back

i want to see my family

but i dont want to fail papers too

 

...

 

ok well

many ppl fight against my previous blog ..

well

i changed it

if i have that much money

i will leave it for nxt year

that's my fees .. !!

and if i can afford it

i will buy a return ticket

back home on june ..

 

...

 

ok

hope u guys enjoy ur day ..

and see ya tonight

 

...

 

ya .. u r right ..

today is tuesday ..

 

...

 

luckily today seems to be a very good day ..

hope it wont be too windy ..

at least now i can see the sunshine all the places ..

 

...

 

im wondering if i wanna move out nxt trimester ,,,

coz my roommate is going to england ( exchange programme)

 

...

 

my friend ...

i was shocked when i knew that she bought a new car .. u know what .. a branded new car ..

for about $20000 ( twenty thuosand nz dollars)

oh my godness

dont u always say that u r poor ..?

but now u willing to spend that money just for CONVENIENCE

sucks man

that is my tuition fees for the whole year !!!

 

well i know ..

this is very lots more cheaper than buying car in Malaysia ..

but ...

u r not staying here for long ..

and the price will drop if u gonna sell it then ..

if i have that much money

i would rather buy diamond ..

at least im sure i will get more returns back ..

 

well

maybe it's me i cant understand ..

or maybe bcoz of the jealousity

 

but i think it's not worthy to do that

 

and the parking feees in wellington

gossh

u know how expensive it is?

 

man ..

CONVENIENT

if u wanna say that ..

im the one who need it the most !!

 

...

 

ok

stop that topic

makes me angry nia ..

 

...

 

erm ...

thanks guys for ur comments ..

 

...

 

oohhhh

im not sure whether im going back

or stay for summer courses ...

 

haizz

 

...

 

" something happen for reasons .. u must believe it .."

this is what i saw on a very cute note book

it's right ..

 

...

 

see ya guys on msn

 

have a nice day

 

love ya all ...

 

...

 

the end

im now major in marketing and commercial law ..

woohooo

escaped from management !!

haha

 

.....

 

im now in nz .. ( came back here finally ..)

but there is nothiing to make me proud of it ..

coz my life is just like that ..

one i found is .. second year.. is just like that ..

haha

maybe it's only first week of uni ..

and i havent buy my txtbooks yet

so i dont have any refrences to go on ..

 

anyway

hope that everything will go fine ..

 

god bless me!

 

...

 

oh ya

sth need to celebrate!

there are almost ten malaysian in my hall now ..

haha

one of them is also from sarawak

yey

but she is an indian .. i think .. but not dark enough to be an indian ..

 

...

 

erm ...

i heard that teck hui, leh ping and welister are going travel togetherr ..

erm ..

so nice ..

 

im still not sure whether im going back this year end ..

coz i still have to take more 2 200level papers, 6 300level papers to meet 360 points ..

 

erm ..

so ..

god bless again ~

 

...

 

miss home sometimes..

but feel better  this time ..

( oh no ... second year liao lor .. should feel better lar ..)

 

hope that my family enjoy their life too ..

love ya .

 

...

 

keep contact .

 

 

feeling so nervous now ..

i have so many things to do today

although i have only one lecture at 1030 ..

renew visa

renew student id card

paying boarding fees

finding 2nd hand books ( and sell mine too)

...

haizz

home is the best place ~